drr... so today.
urm.  i'm going to make a new site.  NOW.
so i don't have to think about what that Spanish paper is supposed to be about...

today was pretty much good.  i think.
sometimes it's difficult to say until a good while after the fact.

whee...new site.
'Abtobo_Slackumancer'

goodbye, subservient_chicken!
it was fun while it lasted.
which, unfortunately, was a bit too long for my taste.

Currently Listening Piano Man By Billy Joel Piano Man see related

arr...
i'm still confused, but at least the whole excess of homework thing is over and done with for now.
um.
Mr. Faith is quite a character.  it's too bad he's a senior; i could definitely get used to having him around.
Business has got to be the wierdest class...ever.  it's just a really strange crowd. 

decisions persist; i waffle, and i can't help but think that it would be so much easier if i was a T...

at the moment i'm too busy being introspective to say anything.
actually, introspection (i love that word, by the way) tends to land me in trouble at times because i always put it first.  i tend to think that there is nothing more important than finding yourself, and everything else can just wait in line.  but if that were the case, a lot of people would never do anything besides introspeculate (?).  so i guess life requires a healthy mix of introspection and action.  daaang.... the game of life is one for which i have come unprepared.

um... okay, bye.

i think i'm going to make a new site on Thursday.  just...for kicks and giggles, i guess?  i dunno.
but the Chinese nomad Po Chu-i believed that to avoid potentially dangerous attachments, one must "never drive his tent-pegs so firmly into the surface of the steppe that they cannot be pulled up at the first sign of dawn."

haha... we almost ran over Ydnew on the way home today and she didn't even seem to notice.  that was interesting.

okay, i'm here.

and now i'm leaving because i have better things to do.
orr...not really, but matters are pressing and i must deal with them.

aand... so bye.
(why did i bother posting that...?)

okay, nevermind about the english thing.  that's all...hunky-dory now.
um.
bye again.

I had second thoughts from the start
I said to myself, "Hold onto your heart"

Considering how much I whine about my bad luck, when it comes to things more important than rolling dice and whatnot, my luck is actually not shabby.
so... daggonit.
i have no clue about that conclusion i was coming to anymore.
godsarnit.
*waffles*

Currently Listening 52nd Street By Billy Joel My Life see related

wow.  it's sunday.
i wasn't really expecting that when i woke up this morning.
um... so yeah.
how 'bout that, eh?

Some people find it's easier to hate
Than to wait anymore

*delete*delete*delete*

okay, now that i've successfully written and deleted that entry, i'll leave you while i go do the productive things that i've been putting off.

so i feel much better now that i've made my mind up, although i realize it's probably the wrong decision in the long run.  i guess i just don't know a good thing when i see it.  or maybe i'm just stupid.
either way, i refuse to submit to that instinctive self-doubt of every single thing i ever think, feel or say.
i'm fairly sure of myself this time.  or, at least, i hope i am.

i would signify my current state with a smiley, but it would be something like this: 

and that would be kind of strange.

i'm going to miss the game this week  because i have to get some [three] teeth pulled.  so that's kind of distressing.

i think i'm going to throw stuff away in my radtastic trashcan.

I don't care what you say anymore, this is my life
Go ahead with your own life and leave me alone.

Some people run from a possible fight
Some people figure they can never win
And although this is a fight I can lose
The accused is an innocent man

Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more that I hoped for

Currently Listening An Innocent Man By Billy Joel The Longest Time see related

i learned an important lesson today.

"before dark" means "by seven".
haha, damn...i'll have to remember that one.

i also got a retrolicious new trash can.  i like having a trash can.  but my old one is really small, and it's not orange.  so... it's not quite the same, you know... when i saw this new trash can, we just kind of clicked.  like...something clicky.  egads, it was clicktastic.  now i need to find something to throw away!  hmm...

but my primary feeling at this moment in time is an overwhelming confusion.  i need to sort myself out, and when i've discovered the truth, I'll get back to you.

I think I'm coming to a conclusion.